Post 17:: Last Night In Madrid !!

on August 18th I kind of lost it for the whole dayy, like it sucked. In case you didn't know, that was supposed to be Aidan and I's one-year anniversary. But uhm. Yeahh. That didn't happen. So. Sadness.

SOME SHIT HAS BEEN GOING DOWN, but basically this country is GREAT. Tomorrow I'm leaving to go back in time [6 hours]] and I'll be home. I'm pretty sad about it, actually. Spain is pretty amazing, minus the menu and the stress that we're getting from the adults on the trip. WYD was all i thought it would be and more. Fiestas every night, and sleepovers between hotel rooms and geckos running around the streets. It's lovely here, honestly. And theyy don't card you for alcohol. ;D

I miss a few of my friends. . .  O.o Just a few. .
and my closet
and my bed
and my bagful of facewashes that i forgot to pack.
But that's it. I could stayy here with Marilyn, Megan, Paulina, Frenchie and Misko forever. I LOVE IT HERE. The shops, and the sangria, and the fact that everything is so warm and wonderful here. . . Ahhh. I don't know what to think about the fact that I don't miss my parents, though. Because I really don't miss them. I just want to get a job and settle down here. I've picked up alot of Spanish words here. I think I could learn the language fairly easily.

Also, I got my ears pierced. On my left ear i got the middle cartilage pierced, on my right ear i got the upper cartilage pierced. For 11 Euro each, which is roughly 17 Dollars.

AND, theyy have 2 Euro Sangria at this one place in downtown Madrid at the Sol de Plaza, and it is THE BEST SANGRIA I have ever had. Honestly. It's more like a juicebox than anything else.

By the wayy, if you haven't heard the song 'Across The Endless Sea" by Fairyland, go listen to it.

The other night, my sister's boyfriend came into our room [which has been designated the 'party room"]], and brought the American flag that he had been carrying all dayy. Megan, one of my roomates, went, 'whyy did you bring the flag ?" and he goes, 'I thought we were having a party." Marilyn's like, 'what ? So whyy did you bring the flag ? What are we supposed to do with it ?" And Matt's all like, 'uhmm. . i don't know, wave it around and stuff ?" So now, we have the flag at every party we have.

I need to go PARTY, so i'll talk to you guys later.
Buh-byee.

Post 16:: Leavin' Fer SHPAIN.

Matthew, my sister's boyfriend, told me that he would play Magic The Gathering with me on the plane. YAYAYAYA. I'm so happy about that. Like really. NO ONE EVER wants to learn how to playy Magic. Makes me so sad. . . D:

anywho. I'm leaving tomorrow morning !! Leaving my parents and my pet fish and my bed and my rug and my door and my flowers and Oscar. Oscar is my pet Venus Fly Trap. He's cute <3

GAH, I'm so stoked and totally freaked at the same time.

I miss Aidan. . Dammit. I hate my life. . . . . owhrof;aj od;jv;ojc ..

BUT THE THING IS,
Magic on the plane,
and going to Spain
and going to France, and Portugal as well.

8D

I'LL TALK TO YOU LATER, AND WHEN I DO, I WILL BE AN EXPERIENCED TRAVELER.

heh heh heh.

Post 15:: Raina Synethsia's Breakdown.

So I have been not ohkayy.
Aidan left me. . . and was so cold and cruel about it.
How can you spend one whole year loving someone who never felt anything for you ?
Like, how did I even manage it ?
I don't know. . but I guess I did it . . .
Aidan said we're too young to know what love is.
Also, a bunch of other stuff. . .and that I shouldn't try to contact him anymore.
"If we're meant to be, our paths will cross again," he said.
Is he mentally impaired ?
That's not happening . . . . paths don't just, cross. Someone has to make them cross.
I am going to go and sulk now.
Maybe with some coffee, and then i will take my pills.
Meds or Madness.